been homicidal a lot lately?
I always think about hurting people when I get bored and even when I'm happy, but when I get angry or sad I want to kill people. Not just hurt them, kill them. And when I'm angry, if I had the chance to I honestly would. I'm about to go off to college in a few weeks, I'll be on my own and free to kill in my spare time. I don't want to kill people, but sometimes I just feel like I need to. Like a stress reliever of sorts. If I could kill someone when I'm mad, it would immediately calm me down and I'd be fine until I got mad again.
What should I do?
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I can name a bunch of people I would like to see you...never mind. Let's just say I know how you feel. However, I do NOT want to see you rot in prison, or be executed---NOT when there are alternatives that are a lot more life affirming---for YOU, and other people. You deserve to see a therapist. You deserve to receive help. I am praying your future is a lot happier and healthier than it is now.
go see a therapist please. would you want to be killed by someone just because you ignored them? no.. and nor does the person who may be killed by you. a therapist has extremely beneficial ways that can get rid of this urge. the same thing happened to me and now I'm completely fine thanks to my wonderful therapist