It's not the "looking" with naked eye kind of thing. It's more of a feeling. Yes.....in the beginning when you go within yourself, you see a lot of things. You see mostly all the bad qualities you possess and also, you see all the bad actions you have committed up to that moment of meditation. Sometimes it can be unbelievable what kind of dirt exists in your mind when you look within your Self. That's the start of the journey and you could feel uneasy to sit for longer. There could be many flashes of the past, pleasant and unpleasant. The pleasant ones are fine, but it's difficult to handle the unpleasant ones. They are the ones which keep coming up. But later on with practice, you start sensing a feeling of peace spreading around you and there could be other experiences depending on individual and conditioning of the mind.
My experience is that I have seen a lot of bad things from the past which clearly tells me is my hour of judgment which I have to pass to go further to realize my true Self......And it goes on.... and doesn't end.
Right now, black. Probably because my mind decided to go to sleep on me a couple hours back. It's warm and fuzzy in there, though. Wish it weren't summer. I'd totally go and make my physical body adapt to the inside, snuggle up under a thick, soft blanket.
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So first I have to become an observer but as a result there is no inside or outside anymore, no me or you, there is only a quiet awareness
It's not the "looking" with naked eye kind of thing. It's more of a feeling. Yes.....in the beginning when you go within yourself, you see a lot of things. You see mostly all the bad qualities you possess and also, you see all the bad actions you have committed up to that moment of meditation. Sometimes it can be unbelievable what kind of dirt exists in your mind when you look within your Self. That's the start of the journey and you could feel uneasy to sit for longer. There could be many flashes of the past, pleasant and unpleasant. The pleasant ones are fine, but it's difficult to handle the unpleasant ones. They are the ones which keep coming up. But later on with practice, you start sensing a feeling of peace spreading around you and there could be other experiences depending on individual and conditioning of the mind.
My experience is that I have seen a lot of bad things from the past which clearly tells me is my hour of judgment which I have to pass to go further to realize my true Self......And it goes on.... and doesn't end.
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Deep inside what?
Right now, black. Probably because my mind decided to go to sleep on me a couple hours back. It's warm and fuzzy in there, though. Wish it weren't summer. I'd totally go and make my physical body adapt to the inside, snuggle up under a thick, soft blanket.
In meditation (by more than one technique) I've touched what felt like the void. Emptiness.
Not the connectivity to the universe some have claimed.
But my brain is unusually wired (official diagnosis, confirmed by MRI)
i see a really sad girl lost
she found the person she is looking for that person gave up on her
that person didnt believe she knew her inside
that other person has lost something forever they will never find again
im the lost girl and the other girl is a part of my soul so now im lost
confused and cluless wish she were here and i wish she knew that i know her and love her
Deep inside....what?
I see a guy who just wants to have fun in a world driven by greed
I see a young fat guy that has made peace with God.
with a little help from a friend
; )