Well I'm 19 years old I always feel empty inside. I'm not Suicidal or anything but I'm always unhappy and feel Like I have nothing to live for. I have a good job modeling in the NYC but this just doesn't make me happy. I take classes part time. It's not like I stay inside all day I'm always doing something to keep my mind busy. But it's useless I can't distract the feeling of emptiness I have. I also wonder if getting a girlfriend will take away this emptiness. I hang out with friends when I have time but I don't even consider them real friends. Whenever we go out all we ever do is go to bars and drink.when I'm drunk is really the only time I can suppress my feelings. I kinda want a girlfriend but it seems as if no one wants me. I know im good looking and I'm not mean to people I'm very nice but no girl seems to like me not even the other models I work with. Having no girlfriend just adds to my feeling empty. I dont know what to do. And I don't feel like taking meds or whatever. That only makes things worst.
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You know what the best thing is to not feel lonely? Jesus Christ. He's always there, he loves you more than anyone ever has or ever could, and he knows you just as well if not better than you know yourself. Personally, I think church is one of the only places I feel not judged and seem to fit in. Many wonderful girls come from churches, because they care more about you on the inside than the outside. Please, just think before you do things because many men in your situation turn into players because they can't get the perfect girl, right when they want. You're not alone. God's there<3 :)
How is it that no one likes you if you're a model, and a nice guy? So weird....anayway, I feel the same way, I try to keep busy watching my favorite shows and eating, but after it's over, I feel scared of what may happen next, so this is it? This is what I'm going to do every day until I die? It feels just terrible. I have been told by a psychologist that I have severe depression, to that adds that my boyfriend pulled the David Copperfield act and disappear on me. I had depression before I met him and which is why, just like you I wanted a boyfriend to fill me, and I thought he was the perfect person, but then he complete disappointed me. Found out a boyfriend couldn't really compensate for my unhappiness. Now I'm going to try to listen to the other comments and start getting to know Jesus better, see how it goes...
Hi sweetie, I've felt exactly like you a lot, so email me whenever you want and we'll talk:)
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