I'm 19, and male, and I was recently dumped, I felt like I was dying from the heartbreak, but I got over it. Then I found another girl I like, and she doesn't like me either. And to top it all off, I have to see a doctor for a mysterious bump behind my ear, but I don't have insurance, and it's going to break the bank just for the visit, let alone any medication I may be prescribed. I also have depression, and I feel so damn horrible, I'm sick, lonely, and broke. I'm just so lost, I have no idea what to do. The only thing I can figure to do is kill myself, that will stop my family from having to pay the hospital bills, and maybe it'll give me respite from my emotional pain as well. >_< I just don't know what else to do. >_>