Ok, so I'm not really sure how to word this really, but I'll try,
Anyway there's this girl that I've been talking to online for about a year and a half now. Her and I got really close pretty quickly and I told her literally everything and she would tell me a lot as well. (I should also say we don't live in the same country, but we've talked on Skype and such). She's also about 9 months younger than I am. Recently we really haven't been talking.
I don't know why it depresses me so much, but it does. The last time she messaged me was about a month ago and I messaged her back, but she never responded (I know she read it too). I can't stop thinking about her really. I feel like I've done something wrong. It just really depresses me so much, but it does. What's extremely awkward is that she's been in a few of my dreams for the past few weeks. It's weird since I haven't really met her 'face to face'.
I would also like to add that I'm a girl as well.
Answers & Comments
The first and most obvious answer is that she found someone in RL and is drifting away from the virtual online relationship.
Online relationships are very easy ways to "feel in love" without actually any emotional hard work. You get to choose when and how to interact... when you aren't feeling up to it you don't go online.
They are also very hard to maintain in the long run unless you are willing to give up on the "real world". There are plenty of distractions, things to do, and people to meet offline. It takes two sides willfully ignoring opportunities close to home/work/family to make one of these work.
They are also easy to end as you can just cut the cord and not worry about seeing the "ex" at the bus stop, coffee shop, grocery store, work, school, etc. Unless she ran into some extreme technical difficulties, I would say she found a real gf and decided to drop her virtual one.