I am 20 years old, I moved to U.S 11 years ago, from Russia. I passed high school. But I didn't learn jack. I have C average at my local community, my mom tells me " You always complain, but you haven't lifted a finger to help around the house. " Its true, I don't help out at my step dads house. But neither does my step dad help out around. I live a good life in U.S, compared to my Russian life.

I've had a same part time job for the past 3 years now. Thats about the only thing I have to say. And its 20 min drive from my house. My grades are okay in school, I don't have a lot of courage to study, I feel like, the only reason why I go to school, is only so I wouldn't get kicked out of the house & its for my parents. Other then that, its a just a waist of time for me, figure out what I want to do.

I'm terrible at a lot of things. I can't cook, I can't even pass the simple Algebra class at community college, my English grammar is terrible, girls do not like me, they think im boring. Since I junior year in High school, I feel like my life just tumbled. I don't know what happened in the past 3 years. Its seems like..its getting worst & worst each day. I thought about joining the military, except I have lack of confidence in myself. I won't be able to make it in infantry, because my arms are skinny & ill probably fail at doing tons of pushups & I might not able to shave properly, so my platoon will suffer for that. Thats when I will get my butt kicked probably. Thats my reason for not wanting to join the military.

I'm interested in politics, im on a conservative side. I don't Democrats party, I love arguing ppl about politics. Just because I came from Russia, that doesn't mean I drink. I do not drink & I do not smoke, I've never been arrested either.

Any suggestions ? What should I do ? I don't even know where to start.

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