I've been a spiritual reality (aka paranormal) investigator for years. I do this because all my life I have seen spirits. My entire book is about that and what i learned in my experience, research and study. The 3am is significant with demonic activity; anything in 3's.The supernatural sounds "natural" to you, and I get that! Our actions can either open dark doors or close them. My website can help shed light on some of your questions. Our past, our ancestors past, what we do with our beliefs, etc... all contribute. Sounds to me youre sensitive to the spirit realm, which is awesome- but lack of knowledge can lead the demonic into our lives. Take a look at my site- its all about spirits, hauntings, demonic oppression, etc... Hope I can help stop these things, as that is our goal- what we do. Let me know if I can do anything to help further, because it sounds to me that this is only the beginning.

If you visit cemeteries with the intention of contacting spirits, you show demon spirits that you believe in the inherent immortality of the soul.

By considering yourself a medium, you´re easy prey for demon spirits to deceive you and harass you. Demon spirits always deceive mediums by posing as the dead.

Some people get in touch with the demons directly or through a human medium. This is called spiritism. Voodoo, witchcraft, magic, fortune-telling, and inquiring of the dead are all forms of spiritism.

The Bible condemns these things, saying: “There should not be found in you anyone . . . who employs divination, a practicer of magic or anyone who looks for omens or a sorcerer, or one who binds others with a spell or anyone who consults a spirit medium or a professional foreteller of events or anyone who inquires of the dead. For everybody doing these things is something detestable to Jehovah.”—Deuteronomy 18:10-12.

Why does Jehovah warn us so strongly against these practices?

For our own welfare, Jehovah warns us against all forms of spiritism. He loves and cares for people, and he knows that those who get involved with demons are bound to suffer.

One such person was Nilda, who was a spirit medium in Brazil. The demons made her life a misery. She relates: “The spirits . . . possessed me, ordering me about. I alternated between states of consciousness and unconsciousness, and I was interned with psychiatric problems. The demons persecuted me so much that my nerves were affected. I took sedatives and began to drink and smoke constantly. This went on for years.”

In time, with the help of Jehovah and his Witnesses on earth, Nilda broke free of demon influence and now lives a rich, wholesome life. She says: “I encourage all never, not for one instant, to become involved with the [wicked] spirits.”

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I'm a medium too, but sometimes I have to get a large because medium can be a little tight.

note: when you grow up you'll find out that people won't trust you because you mis-identify normal coincidences and events and claim them to be supernatural events.

There spirits with unfinished business at graves and they are trying to communicate with you

When you are a medium you are, by definition, playing with the demonic.

Jesus Loves you! He loves you so much He died for you! http://www.allaboutgod.com/how-to-be-saved.htm