Recent I was in Georgia and I'm 15 and a girl, I was visiting my family. Me and my 21 yr old guy cousin are really close, and when I was there, I told him everything, my depression, my severe social anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. Well after I told him, he took me out for ice cream and to the mall and spent $150 on me and gave me the best day ever and he talked to me about my suicidal thoughts. The next day, our whole family went to a lake to go swimming. And anytime I came up from underwater or started coughing my cousin would freak out and was like "Are you ok"? "Are you ok"? And he was always near me. I can swim also..did he think I was trying to drown myself because I told him about my suicidal thoughts? I mean I was okay, I swam underwater and came up and he just freaked out. Did he think I was trying to kill myself or something?