so i feel really alone right now. my daughter is asleep and her dad is asleep too. I am trying to do school work but i cant. i feel almost nausous or anxitous. i used to feel like this all the time when i was younger and got left at home with my elderly grandma. i would pace back and forth and have this sickness feeling and wanting to cry so bad just cuz i felt alone and once my dad got home i was ok but i ususally feel asleep before he would get home. well i have been with my boyfriend for about 2 years our daughter is 10 months and i love him only in the way that i have been with him for so long but im not in love with him. i just dont think i will be able to leave though for multiple reasons. i live this one guy i dont think me and him would ever have a relationship but i am missing him so much right now and been talking again on myspace but im waiting for him to reply and i just feel so alone. and kinda sick like. is this anxiety or any adivce i just wanna cry i need someone. i plan on going to counseling soon but i have been before dont know if it will help