I live in a emotionally abusive family, but i understand because they are middle eastern and as a teenager female that likes to wear shorts(not too short) and talk loudly, and be awkward, and friends that are guys, its hard to feel welcome in my family. I am only 15 and slut shamed for unslutty things, like wearing athletic shorts and a sweater, or wearing something that doesn't cover my arms. The shorts are not too short, because I am more modest then most girls. I am also not allowed to talk to boys romantically until i am done with college,, I have gotten in trouble for standing next to one before. my mother is emotionally abusive and over protective and controlling and bipolar, and unaffectionate. What do i do?

I am a sophmore in the Ib program and i am scared for junior year. I don't think i can handle the stress, and don't now if the IB program is worth it, I come home tired and desperate for the summer. I am tired and i love to learn, but not being forced and pushing and stressing. i CANT take too much stress. Some is ok. Should i stay in Ib?

I stopped being friends with a toxic bff and I'm scared she is going to bully me at school when school starts again, and she sees herself as the victim due to her ignorancet

I feel numb emotionally, and i have no motivation to do anything.

I am emotionally drained from school and having strict parents

I have no will to live or die

Its not that i want to die, i just don't really see a problem with it