I was exposed to pornography at the age of 10. It was a magazine featuring black women with huge breasts and I really liked it. But, I began gravitating towards the more hardcore stuff in the back of the magazine, and especially the ads for Transgendered porn. For some reason, it really turned me on. I've been watching porn ever since 10. (Late 20's now.) And all my life, I've had the same attraction to transsexual porn. However, I wouldn't watch it much, because I was ashamed of it. But, I would find myself going back to it. As I get older now, I find that I want to watch it more, pretty much because the regular stuff gets boring. Does this make me a homosexual?
I sit and I think, "would I ever actually do this with a transsexual woman?" and I find myself coming back to: "No. I just can't get over the thought of touching another penis." But then, why do I get aroused at this? I don't find regular guys attractive. I never have. But just transgendered porn actresses. Am I gay or what? If it helps, I also have started to gravitate more towards overweight women in porn, too. Because they have really giant breasts. I've had girlfriends, but never ones with giant breasts, and that really turns me on, too. What's up with me?
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I was exposed to pornography at the age of 10. It was a magazine featuring black women with huge breasts and I really liked it. But, I began gravitating towards the more hardcore stuff in the back of the magazine, and especially the ads for Transgendered porn. For some reason, it really turned me...
Being gay isn't about an attraction to penises, it's about being attracted to a male gender and masculinity. A penis is just a penis, it isn't capable of defining anyone, it's just a sexual organ.
You like transsexual porn because you desire females with penises. The notion of a woman with a penis is pleasing to you because you yourself have a penis. It's kind of a comfort being with someone who has similar genitalia to yourself. It's not a homosexual desire because you are still desiring females and femininity. You are attracted to a female gender, which is what transsexual women have, a female gender.
Gay men or bisexual men seek to have sex with other males and transsexual women are not males, they are women.
The women you see in transsexual porn are just a fantasy and aren't like genuine transsexual women. The women in transsexual porn keep their penises and take female hormones on and off. If they continually take female hormones their penises won't function and then they can't do their job. So they have to cycle female hormones to become feminised but not enough to stop erections. Real Transsexual women would never come off their hormones and often have no desire to keep their penises or even use them for sex (generally speaking)
You probably have a completely unrealistic idea of what a transsexual woman is. I think if you ever wanted to act this out you would be very disappointed.
simply put you're a straight guy with a fetish.
Everything you find sexy about transsexual porn is offensive to actual transsexual women.
Some trans women are into the things you see, some trans women are not. Transgender/transsexual women are women even if they have something most women don't have. You're not gay unless you like men exclusively (or identify as gay). It's possible that you're bisexual but who knows?
You like what you like.
Clones, doing a google search for "porn post-op transsexuals" and you'll find at the very least a bunch of websites with images. There might not be as much of a market for post-op transsexuals but it's not unheard of.
Well, men can have fantasies without wanting them to actually happen, but you should check in with him to make sure he's not drifting apart from you, and maybe spend more time together. Though you are right in saying "Men have their needs", (:P) and usually porn is just a way to fulfill them and don't mean much of anything. With a man his sex drive is a lot more overpowering than that of a woman, which is why they masturbate and watch porn a lot.
I think that's normal. It's just the fluidity of sexuality - you don't have to 'pick a side' or make any statement to yourself to enjoy a certain type of porn, you know?
Kind of like, I'm a lesbian whose never done anything sexual with a man (besides kiss) and I don't intend to ever. But I'm attracted to straight porn because I like to fantasize I'm in the man's place. It doesn't mean I'm straight, doesn't mean I'm transgender or want to be a man, it's just something I like. Same for you.
Don't over think it just enjoy it.
Oh my gosh your wording is extremely wrong in regards to how you're using transsexual, any ways I'm not going to get into it right now.
You're looking at normal men actually, they just look as feminine as possibly, maybe on hormones, and have breast implants, but they are still men. It is often specially done for the porn industry. It's just a fetish, no big deal. You seem straight, since you wouldn't do anything with the male anatomy in real life. This happens to a lot of people, they'll have a fantasy that they'd never want to come true, for example some women fantasize about getting raped, but they don't actually want it to happen.
Stop watching porn. Stop questioning your sexuality. This is a porn-induced fetish. Remember: God didn't create a man and gave him several plastic surgeries to turn him into a hypersexual woman. Man did this. Man is breaking the laws of Nature.
Seek for help at these websites:
http://yourbrainonporn.com/
http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php
and these channels:
http://www.youtube.com/user/SacredSexualityVlog
http://www.youtube.com/user/NoFapAcademy .
Hope this helps you.
@S. I agree with that last thing about imagining urself in the place of someone in straight porn
It's actually the whole reason I read the twilit series I always imagined myself in the place of bella but then the movies ruined everything cause they was crap