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I think you are young and merely infatuated with someone you admire. There's a difference...so be sure you're not confusing the two. It reminds me of the way I had a crush on my Doctor once. I would never be interested in him normally, but I admired him sooo much for helping me, that I found myself attracted (temporarily).

Maybe you just love her like you love a cousin or an Aunt.

I think it is natural for girls to have an attraction for other girls, don't ask me why but most girls i know have been with another girl or are wanting to be with another girl, bi-girls are ok also

maybe u dont love her, u just want to be like her and are infatuated with her .

You can't force yourself to love something you dont .. just go with it.