I am a 15 year old girl? And I think I have an ugly, square babyfat no chin face, and I have acne and a huge nose and squinty eyes. I have long blond hair but it's naturally frizzy and feels like hay no matter what I do to Try to nourish it. I am 5'8.5" and weigh around 125lbs. I have been playing piano for ten years, but at my recital there were seven year olds who played more advanced songs than me. I truer to play guitar but it sounds awful. I love singing and it's one of my only joys but I posted a vid on YouTube and people say its painful to listen to. I have like two friends I could call to invite over, yet they dont even like me enough to invite me over. Like seriously I haven't hung out with anyone this summer. I have very little confidence because I spend hours on my hair and makeup and I still look like a freakish troll. Don't even bother saying I'm probably pretty because you haven't seen me, and I'm not.
I am frustrated looking at this gorgeous, talented people, that were born that way. I am nice and kinda smart (3.91 gpa) but othe than that have no other purpose. I hate school and it's so boring and I would never want a job as a teacher or scientist or doctor or anything; I really want a jov as an actor or singer or model, but I suck at all three. And I'm serious about those jobs, I think about them everyday and think about how to get those jobs, but I know I probably never will.
It's jus unfair. Why did god not give ME beauty or talent? Why?
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I know this sounds cliche, but beauty is on the inside. IT'S TRUE!!! Listen, you are only 15, you still have a lot of life lessons to learn. Don't put so much importance on outer beauty. I was similar to you when I was that age. I wasn't happy with the way I looked, I wished I was a more handsome guy. I look nothing now, 11 years later, than what I did at 15, and neither will you.
Let me add that often times the women I am attracted to the most are your average looking women. Often times the ladies that stand out in attractiveness are a bit snobbish, self center, and/or high maintenance. NO guy of QUALITY wants a woman like that. Yes, there will be lots of guys giving her attention, trying to please her, but the truth is all those guys want to do is bang her. Is that what you want, to be used only as a sex object? For your sake, I hope not. The biggest crush I had on a girl was one that had quite a big nose. She was such an awesome girl though: nice, sweet, caring, and loyal, that I grew to love that nose because it was hers. Learn to be comfortable with yourself, that is the sexiest thing of all.
Welcome to my life.
Atleast your smart, as long as you have that you will go far in life.