I just don't know. My life just seems like a huge bore and it always will be. Some of my hobbies include: Golf, Dek Hockey, Video Games, TV, Writing, etc. I'm also pretty bright and am good on the computer, so I figured I'd be a software engineer or something when I grow up.
For the Record:
- I play golf avidly, yet am not very good
-I can write, but cannot play instruments or sing very well
I always thought I'd program because it's what I enjoy. But I only get one chance to live, so why should I sit behind a desk during it? I wish I had musical talent so I could be a singer, or an artist, or even a golf player.
Why am I so insignificant? I want EXCITMENT in my life, not a same day routine, someone help; I feel like God pressed a wrong button when he created me or something...
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God didn't mess up when he made you. And the way i look at it it all doesnt matter as long as you go to heaven
I know EXACTLY how you feel and am there now, kind of.
The key is your expectations. If they change all the time, that's normal, and you need to recognize your phases and learn when you are simply day-dreaming big and actually making a decision for the rest of your life. This can be really, really hard if you are really, really bored with your life. It's normal to start thinking that everything you do is insignificant if you're bored.
It's also important to remember that you, yourself, are not insignificant. You have potential; you day-dream and expect things; you work, have hobbies and probably do cool things on the side sometimes. That is a far, far better existence than most human beings have in their entire lives - that is very significant.
Try a new hobby. Do you write professionally or acquire any income from your writing? If you don't, try sending some short stories/articles/poems to magazines or write a novel and send that around. This summer, golf everywhere but where you've already been. Buy a new video game you have NEVER heard of before. You can find adventure and excitement in the things you already do if you know where to look.
Because you believe you are. I felt and kind of feel the same way. Just go for something that you always wanted to do or accomplish just getting half way will make you feel better.