Why do I feel this way. I'm a 19 year old guy. I have a loving supportive family, a good job, and a nice house to go home to. I should be happy.... but I'm not.. I've never had a serious relationship with a woman maybe that's why I feel this way, but I doubt it. I have always felt insecure, and I don't know why I do. I have become a loner, I prefer my own company.. But when I'm left alone with my thoughts, I keep thinking depressing thoughts....

I keep thinking, what's the point in it all. Why are we even here on this planet.. I used to have faith in God, but now I'm becoming an agnostic..

If you looked at me from the outside, you'd see a solid wall of brick.. But really that wall is made of paper, and only I know it. Tear it down and all that's left is an empty void..

Can anyone help me.