Im a normal 14 year old teenager. Every day I feel as though I hate my life and everything about it. It's just like nothing ever goes the way it should. I am definitely not exaggerating, because I have felt this way for a very long time. I consider suicide about every day. I know that this isn't good since I am only 14, so please help. Do not tell me to see a therapist even though I probally should. I am already looking into that and that advice is not wanted. But please help me.