my ex commited suicide in December we were togever when I was 14 and he was 22 I no the age difference blahblah anyway I feel guility maybe I coulda done somert he had 3 kids and a misses I wish I could turn back time he was my first love will I always feel like this?im also angry and wish hed let me kill myself with him im on citralpram
Update:also we spoke regularey so were close friends not just exes :/ my question is will I always feel guility?
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Sorry to hear about that...
But I think he might of wanted you to carry on ^^ I mean, I know it's hard and all, but you guys broke up because of the age difference, I assume? (I'm not judging, I find no fault in the age differences) I don't think he'd want you to be unhappy either, so although it's hard, try move on and be happy as a last favour for him :) Take your time too ^^
Sorry to hear about your "friend" committing suicide. That is not an easy thing to deal with. However, he was your EX. You were not together at the time. Besides he was much, much older and more mature than you were. Get over him.
You might just cause you have and always will live him first loves r the hardest to shake plus y'all always talk and are BFF it will get easier
He was an ex so I guess it's all water under the bridge.
Move on
That's a nice story. Do you have a question?