I'm in comprehensive at the moment, but I've never liked school since I was at nursery. I feel really suicidal thinking about school, going to school, even the night before school I think about breaking my bones, or doing damage to my body so I can get out of school. I don't get bullied (I used to be bullied a bit though), and I have some friends, I also get good marks and I'm doing well in school. I don't know why school makes me feel this way. My mum knows I don't like school but she doesn't know that I dream or think about harming myself severely to get out of school. I don't like talking about my feelings or talking to counsellors due to the fact I have social anxiety. How am I meant to stop these feelings?