Hi, i'm Tyla . Um, i have an issue regarding a boy. I've been talking to him for quiet some time, we've had our ups and downs but we seem to get over them. We've hung out a couple of times, but i was with friends and so was he ; and we were arguing at the time so i didn't really associate with him. I've grown to develop feelings for him, and he says he has too. I'm still a Virgin but he's not, i don't want to have sex because i'm afraid to get pregnant, and the pain. But we haven't kissed at all, because of the fact we only see eachother a couple times a month i guess you can say. I've had my first kiss, but i haven't made out, been eating out, or fingered. He doesn't know that i haven't, and i don't wanna hang out with him and he winds up tryna make out with me, i don't wanna sit there and look stupid cause i haven't before. My friends tell me it's an easy process, but you have to know what you're doing. And i will feel so embarrased if we made out, and i didn't know how to or i wasn't good. Another issue is he's tryna to take my Virginity, that i don't want to do but i've been thinking about losing it for quite some time. Even before i've known him. I don't wanna give him my virginity until i'm ready, but how am i supposed to know if im ready ? And if i do let him take it, how do i know he's not gonna leave after that. I will feel so ashamed, but as i said we've known eachother for quite sometime, and he's only brought having sex up during 21 question games, and it was only 3 times. Idk what to do ? Someone Please Help Me (: