i have no emotions at all. i cant feel anything, after being depressed after such a long time i got used to it. now im empty, i cant cry no matter how hard i try, im always bullied and i hate my life. i was a past cutter but stopped becuase i know it was stupid, but these days my minds been converd with thoughts to cut. i want to feel something yenno? get away with theis numbess of feeling nothing but considering how hard it was to stop i dont think i will but. like if someones insults me or something instead of being hurt i just feel nothing, nothing at all im empty. whats wrong with me. i have a sinking heart feeling but omg i just dont know whats wrong with me. sometimes i just wish ... everyone cared more about me. i just cant even handel all this right now