I have a hard time being in public because of trust issues and society treats me I act like a rape victim. to be honest a few years ago when I was homeless due to my illnesses I was molested. so I do have some credit for the rape aspect. but I grew hating being transsexual and feared for my life I live in the a redneck southern state. when I shop I relly on my mom as the shopper I push the buggy around. does victim mentally go away in the worst cases and how do I get over this social phobia as a transsexual woman