I'm 14 years old and have been suicidal my whole life. I've tried to cover it up and bottle in my feelings but I still end up crying at night. I'm suicidal because I feel like a burden to everyone... like none of my friends are really my friends. Money has been tight and my parents have been arguing.... my parents spend a lot of money on me I know if I didn't exist then they would have plenty of money. But I don't know how to tell them how I feel... they'd blame them selves. Please help me find a way to tell them.