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Doesn't seem like your happy with your faith if you were you wouldn't feel sad , empty , and lost I think the reason why you feel that way is cos maybe you don't have really anyone if that's case I know exactly how that is but I try so hard to pull myself out of it , its hard but I try not to think about I try to get my mind on dffernt things like stuff I'm interested in doing like for instance one of the things is fashion I LOVE fashion I love the designs , I love the colors , I love putting outfits together I'm not so much of a drawer honestly I suck at drawing but hey its ok (= I don't stress over it to much the other things I like to do is I love doing diffrent makeup styles & hair && there's so many other things I'm interested in like I also love speed racing but I can't cos I can get arrested and be put away for a while I also love sports cars & I learn online on how to build other stuff to I also love boxing I also never done that either but maybe I will later in the future but see my point I'm trying to get accross is fill that emptyness with things your interested in you do that & you will not only be motivated but you'll also have confidence remember chase your dreams & don't give up if you need a friend I'm here I'll be your friend <3 (=

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Uh, I don't know whether all families are like yours, since you gave no details on what you mean by "fights a lot."

The fact that you will have to wait to ask the girl out is trivial.

If you feel that way, you should talk to a counselor. We can't help you over the Internet.

Feel the same way. Life sucks and all you have do is not care about life (not talking about suicide) just think about yourself and you'll feel much better. Every family fights so its normal.