Stop doing drugs and find a new girl. 3.5 billion females in the world. You've got a shot. Work your way up and make some changes. Take control of your life. We're all going to die someday. why rush?

man thats harsh! :/ but instead of doing drugs and alcohol dont let one girl get you down! theres other people out there. your young! 24 is like the primetime of your life?! i always go by the saying that you have to lose something to find something better, so why dont you try getting out and just living life for abit find someone else or a hobby you can do to try and meet new people? go traveling or whatever dont ruin your life and your family/friends's life by suicide. theres always other options. and if my mums friend whos 40 divorced and basically has no life can get a 20 year old toy boy im sure theres someone else out there for you. keep your head up! :)

Clearly you don't want to do it, somewhere deep in the back of your mind. Otherwise, you wouldn't have come on here and tell everyone you want to commit suicide.

A girl is not worth destroying yourself over, and i know you will say "yes she is" but she's not. Really not. Get yourself together and make something of yourself.

And at the end of the day, if you feel like you really won't make a difference or change anything in your life - end it.

have you tried masturbating?