It's not fair to either of us, but I just can't keep interested.

I'll be crazy about someone, and push and push until my feelings are returned, but once they start showing affection I just go blank.

It's like I never even liked them, I just feel weird when they say things..like - "I never want you to leave, you're so important to me, don't know how I lived without you, you're the only one who can make me happy, etc"

I feel guilty because I go after guys with trust issues, and I get them to trust me and like me, and that's when the interest is totally gone.

And it's horrible because then their distrust for people is even stronger then before...

At first I thought I was just bored because the "chase" was over, but I don't feel like that is it...=/

I didn't get "used" to it...

It happened with the first guy I liked in Freshman year, and it's been like that ever since.