Feeling weak and left out

I know my feelings never did matter

I sat pushed away

In my colorless corner I call my life

Remembering the days I never had

Waiting the phone calls I never heard

Looking for things that can’t be seen

And reading things that can’t be read

I can’t under stand what this means to me

The smell of my own blood can be so numbing

I wanted you to know

I cry in your embrace

I am broken when I see your face

How can pain be so reliving?

How can love be so deceiving?

ha ha ha ha

ok ok i know the typos i just did it to piss someone off lol