lately i have been really depressed i feel totally left out from my family especially yesterday i had to get a pic. for school(i am in high school) and it reminded me my sister has over 400 pictures no exaggeration and i only 3 pics when i was a baby.and i my whole family revolves around my older sister my cousins my mom and dad aunts.over the years i felt so much like that since 7th grade i have wanted sex and the more i am depressed the more i turn to boys and i always promised myself to be a virgin until marriage but i noticed the reason i turned to guys for comfort is because of my family.and i am afraid i will end up really turning to guys there are two guys in my class that know i am venerable to that i overheard them saying they were going to try to pass me down.what do i do.

what really bugs me that i am nicer to people than my sister